The Day I Started Hating My Ex Husband’s New Wife
I remember the day like it was yesterday; the day my ex-husband told me he was getting married. I remember the shock that I felt not even knowing that he was dating someone. From that moment I decided that I would hate her forever.
Shortly after, I met her. I was gruff and short because let’s be honest, I hated her, and I didn’t want her to be in my kid’s lives.
The Next Day my oldest son had a baseball game. We arrived at the game and I sat down to watch. #2 and I were hanging out eating skittles and then it happened, she arrived and he asked me, “Mom, can I go sit with her?” What?!
I hated her even more now because my kids liked her! They wanted to be with her and sit by her, and not me! They liked to talk with her and share skittles with her!
I hated her for the memories that she was making with my kids. She was taking my boys on bike rides while she ran, and I hated that. She was making them freshly baked cookies that were on the counter when they got there. , which made me so upset for some reason. I hated her because she liked to take them to the lake and go boating!
Because of my own insecurities and jealousy I hated her. I was insecure that there was a potential that I would be replaced. It wasn’t jealous that she was married to my ex husband, but I was jealous for the time she got to spend with my kids. I was jealous for the fact that she made them happy when they were with her.
For years I hated her. If I could find a reason to hate her more I did.
Then one day I was talking to a friend; having a pity party because the boys were gone and their dad was at work so they were with her. It was so unfair; they were with her and not with me! I am their mom, not her! When he is not there they should be here, with me! My friend simply said, “aren’t you glad that your kids are happy when they spend time with her?”
That sentence changed my life.
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