Why I Hate My Ex Husband’s New Wife

Why I hate my ex-husband's new wife

There was a time when I absolutely hated my Ex husband’s new wife. I had good reasons why, but one day I realized they weren’t good and my hate grew to love.

There was a time when I absolutely hated my Ex husband's new wife. I had good reasons why, but one day I realized they weren't good and my hate grew to love.


The Day I Started Hating My Ex Husband’s New Wife

I remember the day like it was yesterday; the day my ex-husband told me he was getting married. I remember the shock that I felt not even knowing that he was dating someone. From that moment I decided that I would hate my ex-husband’s new wife forever.
Shortly after, I met her. I was gruff and short because let’s be honest, I hated her, and I didn’t want her to be in my kid’s lives.


The Next Day my oldest son had a baseball game. We arrived at the game and I sat down to watch. #2 and I were hanging out eating skittles and then it happened, she arrived and he asked me, “Mom, can I go sit with her?” What?!


I hated her even more now because my kids liked her! They wanted to be with her and sit by her, and not me! They liked to talk with her and share skittles with her!

I hated her for the memories that she was making with my kids. She was taking my boys on bike rides while she ran, and I hated that. She was making them freshly baked cookies that were on the counter when they got there, which made me so upset for some reason. I hated her because she liked to take them to the lake and go boating!
Because of my own insecurities and jealousy, I hated her. I was insecure that there was a potential that I would be replaced. It wasn’t jealous that she was married to my ex-husband, but I was jealous for the time she got to spend with my kids. I was jealous of the fact that she made them happy when they were with her.
For years I hated my ex-husband’s new wife. If I could find a reason to hate her more I did.
Then one day I was talking to a friend; having a pity party because the boys were gone and their dad was at work so they were with her. It was so unfair; they were with her and not with me! I am their mom, not her! When he is not there they should be here, with me! My friend simply said,
Aren’t you glad that your kids are happy when they spend time with her?”
 Why I hate my ex-husband's new wife

That sentence changed my life.

When Hate Turned to Love

I suddenly realized that I am grateful that they have another mom who cares about them and loves them and loves to spend time with them.


I started to think how hard I had made her life, by not being cheerful and happy towards her. It was hard to be a stepmom and try so hard to get your family to mesh together and I was not helping. She was doing the best she could and I was hindering that all from happening. I remembered what it was like to try and establish your place in someone else’s child’s life. I remembered trying to find the balance of loving someone else’s kids and not have the kids feel as though you were trying to replace their mom. It was certainly not an easy task, and I had made it that much harder for her.


The tears streamed down my face realizing what I had done and how much time I had wasted hating someone who just was trying to make my kids’ feel loved when I couldn’t be there. I hated the person who tucked my kids in bed when I couldn’t be there and be a listening ear when they had a bad day at school when the boys couldn’t get ahold of me. I hated the person who loved my kids and who probably would never get the appreciation that she truly deserved.

Suddenly I realized it was not a competition of who made the best cookies or who the boys would rather sit with at the baseball game. We were playing in the same game; we were on the same team working to raise these boys to be great young men. I realized that we would never be in competition because I could never be replaced. We did not have to compete for the boys’ love with her because I remembered that when I was a stepmom I loved my step kids just like my own, but a little different because I knew that I would never replace their real mom. The boys loved me, and they love her differently. We both offer different things to the kids to really make them happy.
I realized the more I loved her the more my kids would love me and her. Although I never told my kids that I didn’t like her; I think they felt it. Once I lost the hatred in my heart my boys felt more comfortable with the whole situation and telling me stories about things they did with her.
It was so easy to hate my ex-husband’s new wife because that is the normal thing to do, but I have come to realize that when you lose the hatred your love grows and children’s love grows not only for you but for the new addition they have in their lives.
 There was a time when I absolutely hated my Ex husband's new wife. I had good reasons why, but one day I realized they weren't good and my hate grew to love.
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Michele is a Family Life Educator. She is a mom to 5 kids and loves helping others strengthen their families! When she is not blogging she is spending time with her family and running around drinking Diet Coke trying to get everything done!

12 thoughts on “Why I Hate My Ex Husband’s New Wife

  1. I agree the important thing is how the kids are with this. If she makes things better for them when they’re with their Dad, that’s all good, but she’s not “another Mom”. They’ve only got one Mom and that’s you.

    1. Yes! Coparenting can be challenging, and there is no reason to hate my ex husband’s new wife, especially since she is adding good to their lives and my kids like her. I am their only mom, but she is another mom that cares for them dearly. Anything having to do with blending families is definitely an adjustment!

  2. I completely agree with Danie- thank you for the insight into this perspective. As a bonus mom myself I often get so wrapped up in my own struggle, and it was so important and refreshing to hear what it can be like from the other side. Thank you!

  3. As a bonus mom, I appreciate stories of growth between a bio and step mom! It gives me a little hope! Lol Thank you for sharing and providing an inside look to what it’s like for biomoms.

  4. Wow, at the risk of sounding patronising, that’s such a brave thing to do. And, of course, ultimately our children’s feelings naturally come first. It must be very surreal to hear that your ex is getting married. Thanks for sharing this with #AllSortsofBlogs

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